Its true when they say once you love someone, it hurts to lose them. What they dont tell you, is what happens when you are in love with someone and that person just doesnt feel the same. I say it from experience, its the shittiest feeling ever, not only do you feel worthless and useless but you feel rejected. Once you fall in love, theres no going back.. I guess thats why relationships fail. While one just falls more deeply in love each time, the other falls out of love and in love with another person. The crappiest part about knowing you werent good enough for them to want you back, is knowing, there is someone out there willing to take your place, and no one will stop them. If you are reading this, I love you, I really do. I dont think you understand how much I do.. I dont think you really know how much you mean to me.. But, I guess, thats what life is about. Suffering. Everytime I try to be happy I always screw it up, and everytime I try to be happy with someone, theres someone else. I just want you to know, I love you, always have and always will.. And even though you dont feel the same way ( well I think you don’t anymore) , I’ll try my best to always be there for you. I just hope you realize how much I love you and hopefully love me back, well how we used to be…
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